ZO.98L

#1 swagger | Reflective SO

[ZO.98L @02_12_7_24]

僕の善意が壊れてゆく前に
君に全部告げるべきだった

なんだか割に合わないの、意義が
ないなんて

Before the good in me crumbles away entirely, I should have told you everything.

Somehow, saying there's no meaning to it just doesn't sit right with me.

[白 @_____tsu2ji__]

やさしさがめぐりつづけること

[白 @_____tsu2ji__]

晴れの日に会いたい人だなぁ、なんてね

[ZO.98L @02_12_7_24]

Your identity is not the first thing I see. The most important details go beyond your character.

[ZO.98L @02_12_7_24]

4月28日

“You’re ready, and it’s going to be a lonely, lonely adventure.

The path in front of you isn’t the kind that comes with directions. No guidebook. No companion. No certainty.

Are you waiting for someone to tell you you’re ready? That restlessness isn’t a flaw, it’s just proof you’ve stayed still for too long.

And you’ll be alone for a while, that’s fine. Most things worth becoming are learned in solitude.”

[櫻子🌸 @sako_photo]

6月の男鹿半島。

[ZO.98L @02_12_7_24]

When we meet again, wasn't it that I wanted to show you I was always clearly listening to your words?

[ZO.98L @02_12_7_24]

If it doesn't hurt, you're not changing.
And if you're not changing, then what exactly are you fighting through all of this for?

[ZO.98L @02_12_7_24]

I have so much to tell you, these letters I can't send are becoming a nuisance...

If only you could see me now.

Naivety is amusing but sad, isn't it?

[ZO.98L @02_12_7_24]

At some point, nothing mattered; nobody mattered.

But I learned to love you. I loved everyone and everything... But I can't reach you. No matter how hard I try, no matter how much I want to, there is a line drawn between us that thickens every day.

The more I learn, the world becomes as distant as ever. I noticed it early on, but there has been nothing I could do to stop it.

...It's hard not to feel that way when alienation is pushed against you.
I couldn't make you understand. You had to be there.

[ZO.98L @02_12_7_24]

I know it wouldn’t feel any more like home, but I want to go back to Okinawa and start over, as myself. I want to close everything and let my soul rest. I want to give my younger self a second chance to have a childhood.

[ZO.98L @02_12_7_24]

傷ついてる心がわかるのに
なぜ傷つけてしまうおんなじ跡

[丹子tanco @tanco_camera]

看板猫のいる喫茶店がすき

[ZO.98L @02_12_7_24]

My eyes hurt my fucking everything hurts oh my god... Just send somebody to beat me atp

[ZO.98L @02_12_7_24]

When we meet again, wasn't it that I wanted to show you I was always clearly listening to your words?