I want somebody who WANTS to go out with me and WANTS to spend time with me and WANTS to go adventuring and WANTS to listen to me talk about my day and ENJOYS who I am and who I want to be and I'll be the exact same way for them. That's what I want right now.
But unfortunately, I lose interest every time I feel ignored. I lose interest every time you act nonchalant. I lose interest every time you take too long to reply or when my messages stay unread for hours. I lose interest every time the effort feels one-sided, when it feels like I’m the only one trying to keep the conversation alive.
I lose interest when your words sound nice, but your actions don’t match when I start to wonder if you even care. I lose interest when you don’t show any interest back.
And when that happens, I don’t argue, I don’t beg. I just slowly distance myself until one day, I simply stop caring. Not because I wanted to, but because you made it easy to let go.