tonighy we chatted, and we ended up talking abt what happened cause he asked me why did i cry earlier sa recess he didn’t know i was sad the whole day bcs of our eng tch all he knows na i was sad and got sadder when i found out what the eng tch said
it ruined my day. literally. i was so self conscious na and i told my friends abt it and my top concern was HE was there. hearing all of those horrible things about me. i was scared that it would change his perspective of me like ma tauhan sya
timingly my school shoes were hella open na (broken) and my phone cracked again. my energy two hours (two periods) were pretty sad and drained. before recess i asked one of his friend abt yesterday cause he was also there and he was resisting to tell me but i pilit and he said it
so i woke up with a heavy heart ky i was conscious abt sum things she said behind my back and he was also there hearing all of it, b4 i go to school i teared up a bit and ruined mg wholeday. i went to school sad and no energy and ofc he noticed
mind u i woke up w a heavy feeling cuz before i went to sleep that night he told me eng tch talked bad behind my back but never told me what the things she said. i didn’t ask him abt what she said cuz i was ashamed and embarrassed and conscious. he said it was horrible and mean