ɴɪᴋᴋᴀ ʟᴏʀʀᴀɪɴᴇ

30-08-1999 | 🖤 𝙅𝙪𝙨𝙩 𝙁𝙧𝙞𝙚𝙣𝙙𝙨 𝙗𝙮 𝙇𝙖𝙣𝙜 𝙇𝙚𝙖𝙫

[ɴɪᴋᴋᴀ ʟᴏʀʀᴀɪɴᴇ @0830_nld]

I’m at the point in my life where I would rather enjoy and love my peace, than spend it with anything uncertain.

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Eh ano naman kung single? At least may peace of mind. 🙄

[ɴɪᴋᴋᴀ ʟᴏʀʀᴀɪɴᴇ @0830_nld]

Kung gusto ko, may paraan naman.

Eh ayaw ko. 😏😏😏

[ɴɪᴋᴋᴀ ʟᴏʀʀᴀɪɴᴇ @0830_nld]

Nananahimik sa socmed, akala niyo busy sa iba. Di niyo alam, ineenjoy lang pala ang pagiging single niya.

☺️☺️☺️

[ɴɪᴋᴋᴀ ʟᴏʀʀᴀɪɴᴇ @0830_nld]

Mas masayang tumambay sa reddit kaysa dito 🙄

[ɴɪᴋᴋᴀ ʟᴏʀʀᴀɪɴᴇ @0830_nld]

It never fails. Every goddamn time. Napapnsin comment ko sa live 🙄. Except kapag nagmmine ako sa live selling. 🥲

[ɴɪᴋᴋᴀ ʟᴏʀʀᴀɪɴᴇ @0830_nld]

Even if I want to, I can’t kasi may “commitment allergy” ako. 🥲

[ɴɪᴋᴋᴀ ʟᴏʀʀᴀɪɴᴇ @0830_nld]

As long as you’re happy and doing well, then I’m happy.

Always remember that.

[ɴɪᴋᴋᴀ ʟᴏʀʀᴀɪɴᴇ @0830_nld]

I had my chance and I blew it because I was too blind to see it.

And now I’m regretting everything.

…maybe it’s for the better.

[ɴɪᴋᴋᴀ ʟᴏʀʀᴀɪɴᴇ @0830_nld]

I want to study something.

[ɴɪᴋᴋᴀ ʟᴏʀʀᴀɪɴᴇ @0830_nld]

i did it. I really did it.

[ɴɪᴋᴋᴀ ʟᴏʀʀᴀɪɴᴇ @0830_nld]

Dapat ba akong magpasalamat na wala kang threads?

[ɴɪᴋᴋᴀ ʟᴏʀʀᴀɪɴᴇ @0830_nld]

When things get tough, or messy, or out of place, or anything out of my comfort zone, I tend to hide. Just hide until I’m fine again.

[ɴɪᴋᴋᴀ ʟᴏʀʀᴀɪɴᴇ @0830_nld]

Para sa ikabubuti ng sarili ko, titigil na ako.

[ɴɪᴋᴋᴀ ʟᴏʀʀᴀɪɴᴇ @0830_nld]

Naalala niyo pa ba mukha ko? 😅🥹

[ɴɪᴋᴋᴀ ʟᴏʀʀᴀɪɴᴇ @0830_nld]

It’s either I change my main account profile picture, or I’ll add people into my private accounts.

Either way, something’s bound to happen.

[ɴɪᴋᴋᴀ ʟᴏʀʀᴀɪɴᴇ @0830_nld]

So Lord, I think malaki na ang utang mo sa akin for giving me guys who, not only used me, but also taken me for granted. Or don’t. I mean, I’m doing well on my own.

[ɴɪᴋᴋᴀ ʟᴏʀʀᴀɪɴᴇ @0830_nld]

Lord, kailan mo ako bibigyan ng taong deserve ako at deserve ko?

Yung una, mahal ako, pero unsure siya sa amin. Babalik siya, asking for a second chance tas iiwan niya ulit ako. Paulit ulit lang.

[ɴɪᴋᴋᴀ ʟᴏʀʀᴀɪɴᴇ @0830_nld]

And yung pang-apat. Mahal niya din ako, or so I thought. Akala ko masaya kami, but then when the hard times came, he left.