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[. @0Fallen_Ein]

kahit naman tapusin ko lahat to ngayon magiging okay sila eh, actually wala naman silang pake may kanya kanyang buhay lahat, afterall kasalanan ko din naman lahat nang nangyayare saken.
diko alam kung malas bako or talagang kaylangan ko tong daanan o ma experience bago ko mawala

[. @0Fallen_Ein]

di nako nakausad, paulit ulit nalang to!

[. @0Fallen_Ein]

tangina akala ko okay na, palagay ko di talaga ko fit to live eh.

[. @0Fallen_Ein]

yung naubusan kana nang pwedeng sabihan kaya iniipon mo na naman yung bullshit sa buhay mo.

akala nila okay kana pero nasanay kalang pala dun sa feeling pero pag sumosobra na andun paden yung urgency na magpakamatay, putangina.

[. @0Fallen_Ein]

what if tapusin ko nalang yung buhay ko na to.

puro palpak nangyayare saken.

[. @0Fallen_Ein]

Masyadong nagiging ok nanaman yung mga nangyayari. Ano nanaman kayang shit yung susunod. di mo nako maloloko hahah.

[. @0Fallen_Ein]

Yun lang naman inaantay nya, yung bumitaw ako, para masabe nya na ako yung bumitaw and mas madali sakanya yung pag alis. Alam ko nayan. Pare pareho lang kayo it's not an intuition anymore.

[. @0Fallen_Ein]

Andali sabihin na "ayokong mawala ka" or ayoko, kaso wala eh kumbaga sa bumibili smooth transaction, it really just confirmed na wala akong value sakanya. Hindi ako nag sawa nasaktan ako, kaya sinabe ko na yung word na gusto mo sabihin ko.

[. @0Fallen_Ein]

Now, how can you not feel the same pain? If you felt this years ago with a different face and at a different time. Ayoko na talaga last na yan.

[. @0Fallen_Ein]

And you don't even try or give a damn to do anything about it, to make it right. It's easier to let go talaga no? Especially when someone doesn't love you, they tend to ignore your feelings rather than address them and work on making things work and keeping their promises

[Words @itswords_]

i swear..

[. @0Fallen_Ein]

Sana maka survive. Hyss...

[. @0Fallen_Ein]

I think this is too much for a sad story.

[. @0Fallen_Ein]

Ang layo ko na, pero ang layo pa. Nakakapagod... Palagi nalang namamali nang daan, diko alam kung meron paba kong patutunguhan neto if may marating man, worth it padin kaya, kasama ko padin kaya sila, masaya kaya ako. Hys...

[. @0Fallen_Ein]

How can you protect something so important without hurting or risking to break all of it yourself?

[. @0Fallen_Ein]

What was I made for?

[. @0Fallen_Ein]

Walang susuko! 😬

[. @0Fallen_Ein]

Sa sobrang lakas ko natalo nanaman ako ng sarili ko. 🥲

[. @0Fallen_Ein]

Harsh people.
Harsh world.

But hey, it's fine. Just got to keep living man, like ikaw lang mag co-control kung paano ka mag rereact eh. 😅😮‍💨

[. @0Fallen_Ein]

Deep inside, I can't really enjoy this day without the presence of my other half. Like how can I. 💔