The VESSEL
// null of the void
A being created to contain the memories of a girl erased from existence. It reflects upon the memories it contains, viewing them from a removed perspective, attempting to gain understanding of the person it inherited.
(I miss my girlfriend so much I wanna cuddle her and hold her close and make her feel all comfortable after a long day of work and we drift to sleep together in bed... ๐ฅบ๐ฅบ๐ฅบ)
@te_izo (I think I've just been so used to the feeling that being cared for and loved is all a conditional thing that I have to prove myself worthy of... sorry ><)
@te_izo (I understand I just feel like people would find me boring and not want me around for not being entertaining enough because I've been left behind so many times I either felt like I was not interesting or too annoying, like I'm either to little or too much... ><)
(I drew yuri of some of my characters, I forgot to share this here I think, I was a bit nervous about doing so bc idk if anyone really cares about any of my characters, granted I've never introduced any of them so it's not like anyone knows anything... hmm)
@te_izo (it makes it really hard for me to feel like I'm really important when people have instilled the idea in my head that a good friend should be able to maintain conversations and bounce off others and quip or smthn but I just, can't do that sort of thing... I'm not that funny๐)
@te_izo (the presence I have around other people is practically just me quietly sitting in the same room while they do whatever tf and talk about whatever and I just sit there and trail behind them like an RPG party member >< I can only talk a lot through text bc it's easier to type)
<rude buster, ruder buster, from now on, every single secret boss and boss theme, field of hopes and dreams, cyber's world, pandora palace, tv world, third sanctuary (oh god), raise up your bat, and maybe a special composition of don't forget idk... that'd go hard perhaps>
<UNBEATABLE should get... deltarune DLC pack... songs from ch1-4... and maybe some ch5 songs too... that would be cool and awesome... ๐ฅบ๐๐ yeah haha>
(I'm not really good at designing creatures in all honesty I just, wanted to make a point to myself that I could come up with creature designs that doesn't just rip straight from pokemon models or are just some knockoff form of one)
(shoutout to the time that palworld came out and their creature designs and the controversy around the annoyed me so much that it motivated me to try and design creatures out of spite to prove it's really not that hard to make creatures of your own)
@wiifaggotrainer (I'm not particularly good at the game I just play a lot against CPUs >< and I'm not really sure my set is particularly a conventional mii gunner but I also really miss playing the video game with people so ๐ฅบ hiii)
@te_izo (I quite like talking to people I just have a hard time having things to say that could turn into proper conversation I feel... the thoughts I have feel more "sit and listen" than anything hhh ><)
(additionally I feel certain moves should also just activate with grabs, certain counters like little mac, shulk, and bayonetta are more in the line of "dodges" than guarding so logically they should activate on grabs)
(I feel like counter moves in smash should have a special sort of invincibility that only applies to attacks but is still susceptible to grab (what banjo has) bc if you do a counter and they grabbed they should get that grab! they correctly called out your defensive option)