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19 ☆ she/her ☆ bpd ฅ^•ω•^ฅ TW

[୧ ׅ𖥔 ۫ 𝑖𝑟𝑖𝑠 | 𝑒𝑑𝑡𝑤𝑡 ⋄ 𓍯 @0calslutt]

୭ ˚. ᵎᵎ
# iris
nineteen # ʹˎ-
꩜ she/her <3 ‧₊˚
# edtwt !! 🐾

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i can never tell if mukbangs make me crave food less or more

[୧ ׅ𖥔 ۫ 𝑖𝑟𝑖𝑠 | 𝑒𝑑𝑡𝑤𝑡 ⋄ 𓍯 @0calslutt]

accidentally slept late and now im being told that we’re going out to lunch with my grandpa! im gonna fucking kill myself i dont want to go anywhere?? i dont want to eat?? leave me alone???

[୧ ׅ𖥔 ۫ 𝑖𝑟𝑖𝑠 | 𝑒𝑑𝑡𝑤𝑡 ⋄ 𓍯 @0calslutt]

unless my stomach is actively growling or in pain i feel like i havent starved enough

[୧ ׅ𖥔 ۫ 𝑖𝑟𝑖𝑠 | 𝑒𝑑𝑡𝑤𝑡 ⋄ 𓍯 @0calslutt]

is my account gonna be dead forever bc i tried recovering for too long 💔 hopefully once i get a new scale nd post more ppl will come back

[୧ ׅ𖥔 ۫ 𝑖𝑟𝑖𝑠 | 𝑒𝑑𝑡𝑤𝑡 ⋄ 𓍯 @0calslutt]

omading makes the one meal taste sm better

[୧ ׅ𖥔 ۫ 𝑖𝑟𝑖𝑠 | 𝑒𝑑𝑡𝑤𝑡 ⋄ 𓍯 @0calslutt]

wish i could sleep all day and all night to avoid hunger it works like a charm wake up skinny like in Kiss Him, Not Me

[୧ ׅ𖥔 ۫ 𝑖𝑟𝑖𝑠 | 𝑒𝑑𝑡𝑤𝑡 ⋄ 𓍯 @0calslutt]

managed to get thru the day w/o eating cus my bf has been mad all day so he didnt notice ! only thing ive had is a single cup of coffee i luv starving

[୧ ׅ𖥔 ۫ 𝑖𝑟𝑖𝑠 | 𝑒𝑑𝑡𝑤𝑡 ⋄ 𓍯 @0calslutt]

cigarettes make me feel skinny idk

[୧ ׅ𖥔 ۫ 𝑖𝑟𝑖𝑠 | 𝑒𝑑𝑡𝑤𝑡 ⋄ 𓍯 @0calslutt]

ed relapse hit SO strong im ordering a new scale tonight nd starving full force 🤞🏻

[୧ ׅ𖥔 ۫ 𝑖𝑟𝑖𝑠 | 𝑒𝑑𝑡𝑤𝑡 ⋄ 𓍯 @0calslutt]

heyyy… 😓😓

[୧ ׅ𖥔 ۫ 𝑖𝑟𝑖𝑠 | 𝑒𝑑𝑡𝑤𝑡 ⋄ 𓍯 @0calslutt]

i don't know how everyone can expect me to just move on how will i ever move on

[୧ ׅ𖥔 ۫ 𝑖𝑟𝑖𝑠 | 𝑒𝑑𝑡𝑤𝑡 ⋄ 𓍯 @0calslutt]

@emptybuIIets sobbing at this thank u ily

[୧ ׅ𖥔 ۫ 𝑖𝑟𝑖𝑠 | 𝑒𝑑𝑡𝑤𝑡 ⋄ 𓍯 @0calslutt]

@irllyhatemyex so real

[୧ ׅ𖥔 ۫ 𝑖𝑟𝑖𝑠 | 𝑒𝑑𝑡𝑤𝑡 ⋄ 𓍯 @0calslutt]

im logging out bc i rlly dont need to be tempted by edtwt rn luv u guys be safe

[୧ ׅ𖥔 ۫ 𝑖𝑟𝑖𝑠 | 𝑒𝑑𝑡𝑤𝑡 ⋄ 𓍯 @0calslutt]

if smth ever happens n my bf n i break up i will be doing every self deprecating thing i could ever dream of and tbh i wish i could and still have him i feel like id be happier/comfier if i wasn't trying so hard to stop

[୧ ׅ𖥔 ۫ 𝑖𝑟𝑖𝑠 | 𝑒𝑑𝑡𝑤𝑡 ⋄ 𓍯 @0calslutt]

i think i will always care more ab ppl than anyone will care ab me

[୧ ׅ𖥔 ۫ 𝑖𝑟𝑖𝑠 | 𝑒𝑑𝑡𝑤𝑡 ⋄ 𓍯 @0calslutt]

@GwennSpider ilyyy ☹️❤

[୧ ׅ𖥔 ۫ 𝑖𝑟𝑖𝑠 | 𝑒𝑑𝑡𝑤𝑡 ⋄ 𓍯 @0calslutt]

@GwennSpider ily gwen 🫶

[୧ ׅ𖥔 ۫ 𝑖𝑟𝑖𝑠 | 𝑒𝑑𝑡𝑤𝑡 ⋄ 𓍯 @0calslutt]

i tell everyone i want to get better but do i? i cant tell anymore