I’m scared though because November and December are the toughest because I get too much into “treat myself” territory that includes not only clothes but buying holiday decor to keep the vibes high. I’m scared I’m scAred
I lowkey strayed away from my budgeting aka tracking my spending this month and I… did stray away from the plot. BUT I checked how much I’ve saved this year and I’m doing great. That’s what matters!
It’s happened too often now and that’s me gatekeeping. Imagine if it weren’t the case? Example: me using the T***ZA app for the freaking longest and now everyone knows about it and the cost for the app is astronomical compared to last year. It hurts my soul.
Sometimes I feel like my life is akin to the Truman Show because I swEar some of the things I know about that are just not common suddenly blow up and it’s like PLEASE I was here, I was before
This is why any new new followers I get now and if they’re people I don’t personally know or talk to, I hide my story 😭. I’m just a girlie posting for fun and for ME. I mainly message with my friends or family on there but never react like 😭 please
I wish that on instagram, if you mute someone, it would automatically mean they can’t interact with your posts or story 😭😭😭 do people know you can just like a story and not have to react every time 😭😭😭
Sometimes I randomly check myself because I swipe and swipe my debit card and never check what the total of some things I purchase are. And I do feel mega blessed for that alone.