I keep having these paranoid episodes where I tell people that they’re all leaving me behind and I feel like the entire world is against me. It gets so bad I delete old photos and chats and stuff while cutting myself… I don’t have bpd or anything… what’s wrong with me
I reached out to 5 people tonight and no one seemed to care or realise that I was struggling. I just want to hang out with someone. I don’t like being alone anymore. I want to be dead.