Ahhh just letting everyone know since I’m super absolutely hella famous, this is a depressing void of nonsense where I throw my depressing thoughts out. So, yeah, beware.
Guys like for reals what if he only wants to fuck me and leave? Or humiliate me? Or genuinely becomes the second coming of Satan and is my ex 2.0 ? GUYS ?!?
Like I’m crossing my fingers so we live forever and happily ever after. But also I think I’m being hella delusional?… he’s the one pushing the idea of a future together but? What if he’s not being serious?
But on a serious note, I’m scared, he is saying he wants to marry me and saying very sweet things to me, making plans about living traveling together and such… is he love bombing me?… what if we don’t click?, or if I disgust him and he throws me out of his car?
Also, guys… he is very very smart, like crazy smart and I’m literally unemployed and a dropout. ?… If he rejects me I’ll die from embarrassment. Hopefully not?…