“But you survived” NO I disassociate, like A LOT. My heart drops when someone raises their voice. I shut down very easily. And I'm far too observant. I always feel like a burden. I isolate often. But yeah, sure, I guess I survived.
I'm not for the streets I like to cook, give massages, cater, I can hold my breath for a while, I like shopping for my man, I believe in whispering positive affirmations in my man ear, I’ll pray over him while he sleep, I got a broom in my closet waiting for us type shit 😩😂
I think the key to healthy relationships are shared values, wanting similar experiences, and having the same commitment to love, support, communicate, understand, respect & show compassion and consideration.
I don’t like being ignored, I won’t talk to you for the rest of your life & I won’t care. You ignored ME. Which means you don’t want or value out connection and it only takes one time for you to telll me tht.
a person not wanting to lose you but not wanting to choose you is the closest thing to hell because they keep enough hope alive to stop you from leaving but never enough love to make you feel secure.
Just because people claim to lkve you doesn’t mean envy is not present… my whole life I wonder why people treat me a certain way. A lot of ot stems from me being someone they look up to, admire, and wish they were more like they love me but hate that I am who I am effortlessly.
& I also have faith that my growth is not stunted or stuck, I’m capable of growing and evolving into someone I can continuously be proud of. In every season I’ll choose every version of myself… broken, angry, slightly bitter, depressed, unhappy, unhealthy, uneducated…
I never felt this way about anyone in my life. I love & admire my circle, but envy is not a trait I carry. I have an understanding that I am who I’m supposed to be, I’m where I am supposed to be and I’m capable of going out here and doing what I need/want to do. I love tht for me
i’m so glad i’m YOUNG with a head on my shoulders. i don’t wanna be like you overly grown ass hoes. no house, no credit, no car, always partying, always fighting, lazy, and boy crazy. y’all really be grown with NOTHING to y’all name but swear somebody jealous of you or wanna be like you TUH. i thank God for my mindset because that’s the real flex. you hoes still got a little girl mentality TO ME.
unfortunately, i don't like nonchalant men. Be dominant, check on me. Be affectionate. Tell me im gorgeous. Plan dates...Buy me flowers. Be absolutely obsessed with me.
Idk being with someone who chose to love me the way I understood to dealing with someone who really couldn’t care less… like it’s so mediocre. I want someone to love me with they whole chest because ima fuck the world up bout youuu 🤭😭
My love too mature for the BS. I’m so ready to move on with my life. I’m ready to submit to some real masculine energy lol, I’m ready to tie the knot, birth my bloodline and raise them up in excellence. Ready to be lead into a softer life and not have to worry about inconsistency