pretty much knew she was the one on our first coffee date
and the first time even meeting was just like rockets going off it’s almost like the universe is coordinating it sometimes and wants you to recreate with them or procreate whatever
you can tell she feels safe and happy
i just feel bad because i don’t mind getting myself into shit and fights and trouble but i can’t be doing that when im trying to build a family and a life with my girl i really need to tone it down or go learn jui jitsu and shit lol
most people that i hang out and relate with are people living an alternative lifestyle and taking up some interesting skills and hobbies
miss me with all that cookie cutter bullshit that society tells you to do lmao shit boring af
society mostly conditions people to be and feel separate from nature
i think that is where depression and anxiety come in and just general feelings of unhappiness
like you are some separate thing as a human that needs to be some corporate slave and make some number