I work as a corps member here not a staff btw, iโm not the only one not going but because iโm a corper she called me to yell at me saying i am a bad and selfish person. And according to nysc rules you are not supposed to travel interstate without the Lgiโs consent. Maybe iโm just tripping but iโm angry asf.
Nobody tells you how hard it is to rewire your brain so you can allow amazing things to happen to you after so much trauma or hurt. Blessings exist, good people exist, a softer life exists. Let it happen.