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crypto and poker and other things

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this account will forever be a hopeful one. i know that i am, and have always been, a deeply hopeful person, and i wish to share this hope with everyone. the future is so so bright; the present immeasurably beautiful. everything you want is out there. always keep going.

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@TylerAlterman how to find one’s secret archetype?

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@mahlenr love that

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drumeo chad smith changed my life

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probly cos at heart i am still a rec . . .

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at times i am reminded what it means to really be a “pro”. humbles me and brings me back to how i ought to act, think, how i should manage my emotions, mindset, approach towards the game

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and how often i fall short

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yet another SAD person at the table tonight. made a girl cry by berating her for made up bullshit. guy didn’t get bullied enough in school. SAD!

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everyone admires the bold; no one honours the timid

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grates my soul how hard some people try to bring others down to their level. makes me sick. and i have to put up with it because they are dumping 100+bb/hr. absolutely sick game this is.

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i believe as a human, you have a responsibility to other humans to not be miserable. being miserable is a CHOICE. and to choose misery is to bring misery unto others. that is UNFORGIVABLE. pitiful. some people are a stain on humanity how outwardly miserable they are.

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fat women flight attendants should be illegal

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i had the pleasure of reading the narnia series as an adult and cs lewis' care for the child audience comes through so clearly in his writing voice. i think it's clear that he wanted an adult to read the narnia books out loud to a child, so the child gets the double dose of the adult's care and lewis's care. it's beautiful. lewis wanted the child to feel wonder and yearning for narnia so that as an adult they can feel wonder and yearning for the good, the point is the child's moral and spiritual development

children's-books-that-are-therapy-for-the-author are the exact opposite of this, the child and their development has not been centered, the intended experience is instead to regress the author to a child, and nobody has a vision of what adult maturity should look like or consist of or be built from

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when someone has repressed emotions towards you — doing psychedelics together with that person will reveal it for better or worse. beware. you will know when something is off. trust your gut. it will always be right. i laugh at my tries to intellectualise and second guess

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things are.. falling into place

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never ever ever

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sheer force of will
vigour and strength
the well runs deep

do not forget the days where you viscerally knew the depths of your ultimate potential and how important it felt that you achieve that potential so that the world may know, and benefit

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this game is all just you vs yourself

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some ppl on the table make me sick idk what it is but they just make me sick just ill people man i don’t understand why they trigger me so hard. so much hate i have for them, so much it makes me sick just thinking about it

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some ppl are just stone retarded

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trading, poker, betting markets, must be in top 5% of pool to make any amount of money