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Stream of consiousness - UBC - Bcomm - lover of the outdoors

[z @101baseball]

Ive gotta a couple chapters that I'm not ready to read out loud

[z @101baseball]

Give up a drop to gain the ocean

[z @101baseball]

One may have working eyes but never see,
One may have hands but never feel,
One may have a tongue but never taste,
One may have ears but never hear,
One may have a nose but never smell

[z @101baseball]

I romanticized every moment,
I danced between the atoms,
I relished every note,
I bent until I was out of shape,
I found and lost the way

[z @101baseball]

Forever grateful for the awakening,
For the silent flame that lit the unseen,
You were the fuel the great fire in me needed,
Eventually I was forced to turn inward,
To search for the fuel this fire needed,
Forever grateful for the awakening

[z @101baseball]

Feelings of debris and internal dry land,
are followed by a liveliness and effervescence,
more and more often,
one becomes familiar with the self,
and the seawall that tames the wild waves is reconstructed,
to let water seep in

[z @101baseball]

Too much still
Heart skips a beat
Rhythm is off
Mantras turn to music
Opaqueness becomes a relic
Humans light up around
The mantra turns into music
Too much still

[z @101baseball]

Finding it there
A touch from the outer above
The dogs neck touches soft
The spring flowers play song
The sailors cap straps leather
And barely but sometimes
The tiger howls at the strays

[z @101baseball]

And I'm a stranger in this country
Where the city sounds have died
There was a time when you were a child and could smile acres wide

[z @101baseball]

Will I, ever find my feet again, if I, drink away the afternoon and stumble out the evening

[z @101baseball]

This universe keeps on giving <3

[z @101baseball]

What's so special about us that we freak out whenever we feel “bad” feelings

[z @101baseball]

@raginiiiiiii HAHAHA

[z @101baseball]

The ego I live with is chatty

[z @101baseball]

Hunger

[z @101baseball]

If you pay attention and listen,
you will hear the music,
and if you listen to it long enough, you will start to dance

[z @101baseball]

Life is awfully painful when we perceive bad as bad, and good as good

[z @101baseball]

And I'm not happy
And I'm not sad

[z @101baseball]

Fifth, blanket on, time to transcend

[z @101baseball]

Fourth, Turn “Berlin” on and respond to emails, “ Hope you had a great weekend…..”