I would choose you because I remember you, Sir... The you that you didn't mind allowing me to see again, after all those long years. I hope you get back to yourself consciously again, somehow. He was, and you are, such a miraculous human being. I am truly blessed by just knowing you existed near me for awhile.
You see - I see you as my gift because that's exactly what you always were for me, even when you weren't at your best. God knows I was guilty of that same behavior in my time, so who am I to judge you on that?
I'm just me, your little, quiet, gothy cheerleader, over here trying to do better and be an example to you that you can, too. Hehe I sincerely hope you're out there doing the same... Or at least considering it, now. So sleep tight tonight, and may tomorrow be a little brighter for you. You will always be my Happy Thought. No matter what this life throws at either of us. Nothing and no one can shake that. So be it.
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I might be a little "witchy", and sometimes a lot "bitchy", but at least I'm not a garden tool. ๐คฃ๐๐ป
I DO have that going for me, and that's plenty to know I'm good.
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@Truthissafehere Living in the moment, are we? Lol Adorable, Sir. As always. ๐ Tomorrow is never promised, but you can carry on today forever, if you just don't give up. ๐ค
"Turning inward is not retreat. It is the bravest kind of honesty."
I like that idea. What a lovely way to describe it. I hope this helps at least one of you out there on your own journey.
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Astonishingly enough, I actually do understand what you're saying there. Haha It seems you may be going down the same path I've been stumbling through without a torch for a few months now. That's brilliant, and I'm so grateful to have bumped into you (proverbially speaking) while chopping my way through all these damned metaphorical vines. Lol I've got some badass cake and mulling spiced cider over here. You should come discuss the cosmos in depth and at length with me sometime. I bet we could both teach each other a thing or two, there, Sir. Open invite, of course, but you have quite successfully intrigued me now. Hehe ๐ค
@Truthissafehere Well it's my pleasure, certainly. ๐๐ซถ๐ป Thank you for receiving my light and bubbly side without all the bullshit attached. Lol that is commendable, and I am grateful for it.
Ahh yes! Is that a hint of inspiration I planted? Hehehe
Just remember, my dear -
Someday only becomes today when you decide it is. ๐ It's all up to you.
And I'm happy to help, but only for those who truly want it. They also must ask directly now. Because boundaries. So sayeth the Bex. ๐คฃโ๐ป๐ค