breakfast and lunch :0 in the hatsune Miku bottle is a fat ahh protein drink….I‘ll eat that with tons of water btw and my meds. In the evening I‘ll probably eat something small
I won‘t eat anything before (or only a small thing), so I don’t need to drink that much to get a blackout. I just need this one downfall honestly because I don’t wanna cvt myself again
btw I‘m still alive!! I lost 13,5 kg in the last 3 months, I wish it would have been more. The last couple of days have been really bad, every night I have a nightmare and it’s always with the same person. I‘m going to get blackout drunk tomorrow tho!!😋..
But after that presentation, I‘ll go to a karaoke party with my friend. When I get home that night, I will definitely smoke my head off first bc what the hell 💓💓
I have a presentation tomorrow but I‘m so scared :(( Even though it’s only a small presentation 💔… I get so bad stomach aches and nausea when I have a presentation or exam
This month I already lost 5kg/11lbs :( I thought more but I had a few days where I almost ate 2k calories soo…I guess I slowed it down because of that. Multiple people even asked me if I have lost weight