and this weekend i went with all my friends, ten years later, seeing all sorts of homestuck and hetalia cosplays like it was 2014 again ... it felt fulfilling ... like i finally achieved the goal i didnt even know i had way back then .... #HEALING
i grew up super lonely, watching videos of convention panels and meetups in 2013-16, imagining showing up to one with all the imaginary friends i wish i had, seeing all the cool homestuck and hetalia cosplays (the things i was into back then, as they were popular in the day)