theres such a big similarity between the feeling u get when u starve and the feeling u get the morning after doing drugs and i hate it cause i dont wanna eat but it's making me want to relapse even more
i hate the way i look i cant look in the mirror i want to scream and rip off my skin i have no one i treat everyone so horribly im a disgusting person maybe i deserve everything that's happening to me
idk what to do anymore im so miserable have constant anger attacks these past few months have been absolute shit like being in drug recovery at 17 and getting r4ped by your best friend on vacation and everyone making a joke out of it i fucking hate myself i lost all my friends