raquel 🐾🎧

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[raquel 🐾🎧 @14dash_]

ive overdosed twice before. third times a charm

[raquel 🐾🎧 @14dash_]

@shpeshfter not at all my dad kicked me out for being suicidal and now im homeless and dont have anything besides my phone is the main issue right now

[raquel 🐾🎧 @14dash_]

i am going to either fucking kill some people or force myself to overdose someone give me fent or anything i'll take a whole pill bottle idc

[raquel 🐾🎧 @14dash_]

to think i called you the love of my life is embarrassing. im naive and stupid

[raquel 🐾🎧 @14dash_]

@JohnBBaka "love of my life" followed his ex back on twt he never blocked her and only unfollowed her when i asked him about the entire thing but ive blocked him everywhere now fuck this

[raquel 🐾🎧 @14dash_]

FUCK men. all that over a fucking boy im a ridiculous naive idiot i cannot stand myself

[raquel 🐾🎧 @14dash_]

i dont think i'll ever be able to get over him, i havent been able to in the past 2 years

[raquel 🐾🎧 @14dash_]

@cagedcamboy im staying at a friends house but i dont have my car or my clothes or anything

[raquel 🐾🎧 @14dash_]

how it genuinely feels

[raquel 🐾🎧 @14dash_]

my bsf's younger sister got tix to jane remover i have a strong influence

[aby @lov3field]

SHES ABSOLUTELY UNREAL

[raquel 🐾🎧 @14dash_]

my dad left me on the side of the highway after i told him i was suicidal. missed opportunity

[raquel 🐾🎧 @14dash_]

i think i am going to go home and attempt suicide

[raquel 🐾🎧 @14dash_]

why am i the way that i am

[raquel 🐾🎧 @14dash_]

thanks but i'd rather be od'ing rn

[raquel 🐾🎧 @14dash_]

been daydreaming about my lifeless body foaming at the mouth waiting to be found by my family for hours, days, weeks, however long it takes people to check

[raquel 🐾🎧 @14dash_]

this account started with schizo posting and it will end with schizo posting

[raquel 🐾🎧 @14dash_]

i wish my body would just give up and die already