@sheisdaku It’s not falling apart, it’s changing. You are changing. Winter kills for spring to birth. Go easy on yourself, be patient, you are pretty cool, the world will love you in time. You just need to be ready, friend.
I can feel my shoulders buckle from the weight of my fears. My lungs are burning with waters of regret drowning my ability to speak. My mind is clouded by fires of foreign thoughts whispered in my ear. Who am i? Why must I be burdened?