I don't stay up until 4 AM because I'm not tired.
I stay up because 4 AM is the only time the world finally shuts up. No emails, no texts, no expectations, no "perceived demands."
The sun demands productivity. The moon just lets you exist.
depression is embarrassing because sometimes it makes you miss appointments and not return phone calls and when the fog start to lift you gotta do a whole fuckin apology tour. thats shit is crazy.