mons (⌒‿⌒) ও | recoverytwt

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[mons (⌒‿⌒) ও | recoverytwt @1_monst4rr]

i cant believe I get to wake up and have breakfast every day for the rest of my life

[mons (⌒‿⌒) ও | recoverytwt @1_monst4rr]

I reversed it BTW!💪💪💪💪

[mons (⌒‿⌒) ও | recoverytwt @1_monst4rr]

i never thought my restriction was "that bad" or "actually disordered" enough to cause me any harm . but I just found out I have osteoporosis at the age of seventeen 🙁 and get the constant joint pain of a 70 yr old

[mons (⌒‿⌒) ও | recoverytwt @1_monst4rr]

@srxvqhx ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

[mons (⌒‿⌒) ও | recoverytwt @1_monst4rr]

actually cannot name a better feeling then Not knowing how many calories you've eaten in a day. Like not even be able to guess bc uve just eaten intuitively and whatever is accessible. a year ago it would've been my worst nightmare, but now it's so relieving

[mons (⌒‿⌒) ও | recoverytwt @1_monst4rr]

This planet deserve to live like that. There's so much more to life than all of this . Parts of it linger but I know im never going back

[mons (⌒‿⌒) ও | recoverytwt @1_monst4rr]

hey i don't use this account anymore but just wanted to update anybody who wants to see what their future could look like.... im in complete remission after 2 years of recovery!! i still struggle with my body (I think everyone always will) but I love what it can do. I'm working,

[mons (⌒‿⌒) ও | recoverytwt @1_monst4rr]

it's just as much about recovering whatever started this disorder, not just the ed itself. I'm still in therapy and it's up and down but I think about the way I treated myself and lived for so long and it makes me want to cry. Nobody deserves that. Not even the worst people on th

[mons (⌒‿⌒) ও | recoverytwt @1_monst4rr]

energy and I've saved myself So much money and I've made so many amazing memories and ate so much good food goshhh gosh gosh I'm never going back I have NO regrets seriously. Only that I didn't recover sooner

[mons (⌒‿⌒) ও | recoverytwt @1_monst4rr]

guess who has been in recovery for over a year now :)) I've been looking at old photos of myself and I think it's been the hardest thing I've ever done but I'm so so grateful I pushed through it. the thoughts linger, but they don't mean anything to me anymore

[mons (⌒‿⌒) ও | recoverytwt @1_monst4rr]

I think that was the darkest place I've ever been in but this has been like the best year of my life idk. I graduated, my grades improved so much (graduated with Five Awards!!!!!!!!!!!!), got into my dream uni, I've made so many friends bc I can actually go to parties and have

[mons (⌒‿⌒) ও | recoverytwt @1_monst4rr]

something about making your daily goal to change your body, just makes you hate every inch of it and become super critical. even in recovery I've had so many phases of trying to lose "just a bit" and only when I stop focusing on food and my body have I actually felt confident

[mons (⌒‿⌒) ও | recoverytwt @1_monst4rr]

over the past few years I've had many phases of losing weight and one thing I've found is that, regardless if it's "in a healthy way", the moments I stop trying to change my body & diet are the only times I actually ever feel confident and like the way I look

[mons (⌒‿⌒) ও | recoverytwt @1_monst4rr]

@man1cdreamgirl im doing alright ! thank you <3 :( it should be reversable bc im still young so not all hope is lost

[mons (⌒‿⌒) ও | recoverytwt @1_monst4rr]

i never thought my restriction was "that bad" or "actually disordered" enough to cause me any harm . but I just found out I have osteoporosis at the age of seventeen 🙁 and get the constant joint pain of a 70 yr old

[mons (⌒‿⌒) ও | recoverytwt @1_monst4rr]

@S1llyJuP1t3R thank u jupiter!!!!

[mons (⌒‿⌒) ও | recoverytwt @1_monst4rr]

ik all I post about is recovery stuff I promise I have actually moved on but this is all i use twitter for so everytime I have a win I come here ,..,,. I have other stuff in my life I just don't post it here😛😛😛😛

[mons (⌒‿⌒) ও | recoverytwt @1_monst4rr]

been going out to eat a lot recently and have been having yummy yummy food but I have so few photos bc its not really a big deal to me anymore.....

[mons (⌒‿⌒) ও | recoverytwt @1_monst4rr]

I just got into.... my dream course... at my dream uni... shut the freak uppp

[mons (⌒‿⌒) ও | recoverytwt @1_monst4rr]

@kandicals LITERALLY

[mons (⌒‿⌒) ও | recoverytwt @1_monst4rr]

"whole foods" is the second biggest diet culture scam term,.,.. the first being "unprocessed foods"