Ngl, I really miss playing shows. It was the adrenaline rush I needed to get through it all. Yea, im loving what I'm doing in my personal life, but that's my responsibility as an adult. I miss being able to make music, share it, hype myself up, and let chaos do its thing.
I miss playing punk rock with my brothers. Shit was fun af. I miss causing chaos and headbanging. I wish I could go back to the old days. Kept me sane.
Last night was unbelievable! Don't know if @Johannes_Avatar will see this anytime soon, but AVATAR was the very last thing I got to show a dear friend before he passed away 5 years ago. Thank you @AVATARmetal for helping me through his death and for keeping his spirit alive 🤘🖤