Aye man. Be happy. Nobody can tell you what YOUR happiness should be or look like. Hell, they gonna talk about you anyway 🤷🏽♀️. So do what you wanna do..
Do whatever the hell makes YOU happy. We got 1 life to live, live that shit with NO concern of what other people will say or think about you. Cause I promise people gone talk about you good or bad, and those opinions have NO relevance to your life.. like AT ALL!!!!!