Being suicidal is horrible because you can end up feeling like the only reason you’re still alive is for other people, not because you actually want to live for yourself.
One of the hardest things to accept is that some people can hurt you deeply and still sleep peacefully that night. They move on like nothing happened, whether they were your friend, partner, or family.
This year changed my entire understanding of life, like the true meaning of love, friendship, and family, and I don't think l could ever go back to who I was.