Roni

⭐️trying to recover from sh⭐️ 🪼Diagnosed ana🪼 🪐I follow back🪐 🐠bmi: fat🐠

[⋆. 𝕒𝕣𝕚⭐️🪽 𐙚 ̊ @ariinana_]

asi se siente ser parte de #edtwt y pesar mas de 50kg

[Roni @1i1alien]

I went from 73 lbs to 145 lbs in the span of 3-4 years

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All these months of full recovery just to come back here

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I can feel my ed creeping back in

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Always thinking about how I used to be 73 pounds at 5ft and 1 inch

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The weight gain is crazy

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My waist was insanely small in 8th grade compared to what I look like now

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Dude my friends legit said “I wanna starve myself but I love food too much.” Like yea same but huh?

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I wanna stay in recovery but I also want to get sicker than I was before recovery

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Life sucks going from underweight to fat after recovery and now you look like a fake for complaining about your body and not doing anything about it cuz you wanna recover but you’re so fat that you can barely go a few hours without eating and you can barely exercise

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I just saw the ugliest picture of me omfg I need to starve

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Just got back from the hospital. I ate a paperclip

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Cringing at my old posts