@mayssdiaryy honestly i refuse to die fat but i also have things i want to live for. so i keep semi recovering only to relapse again. painful but im still here 🤷♀️
went to the movies w the friend that used to be bigger than me but is now less than half my size and they ate buttered popcorn and lollies while i had a protein bar oh okay ill just go fuck myself then
@starveswirl i don’t get it anymore bc i have an iud but before i got it i literally never ever tracked it and it was so irregular it would just jumpscare me every so often
@rariizzoo i have, went there as a big group trip when i was really deep into ana the first time. i lost control and ended up spending 2hrs just eating everything i could get my hands on and going back and forth to the bathroom to get rid of it. honestly it felt so good in the moment
@starrygurt it’s 550 for the entire pack INCLUDING the sauce and flavouring powder don’t let people scare you !!!! also these are super yummy i hope you enjoy them :3
how the actual fuck did i gain when im eating in a big deficit, working out min. 3 days/week, drinking 2L water + electrolytes, and hitting my 10k steps MAKE IT MAKE SENSE