seeing mutuals still struggling on here breaks my heart. you guys are my friends and helped me through tough times and i wish only the best upon you ily
i’ve been at war with myself ever since i was in third grade. this is the first time i can somewhat enjoy life again. life isn’t about calories or your body, i’ve realised that. life is so much more. even though it’s so tempting, i don’t want to go back.
i‘d actually call myself recovered now. i am living my life, i don’t 100% hate myself anymore, i don’t mind eating, i even forget to eat because i don’t worry about it anymore. of course i am still struggling from mental illnesses but i am happy.
i am living life to the fullest and i am currently recovering from wisdom teeth removal but i just keep gaining weight if i continue eating like a normal human being, life is good but that stupid fucking number is suffocating me
at the same time i’m the happiest i’ve been in years and i don’t want to miss out and i want to be successful in life but at the same time i need to lose weight continuously or else i will go insane <3