i can always tell when someone likes me more as an accessory vs an actual person bc the moment i go off script it’s a problem. i’m not being valued for my authenticity only my ability to placate you.
i think I lost my spark. I talk less, I keep to myself, I've mastered distance. I'm not angry, I'm not bitter. I just don't have the energy to show up like I used to. Somewhere along the way, I slipped into this I don't care phase.