The worst feeling is when you finally realize you had everything you ever asked for in one person but you were too caught up in your own shit to appreciate it the way you should've.
Sometimes losing them isn't what hurts the most it's knowing you could've loved them better
she is the reason I started praying tahjahud to relieve the pain, and now I pray it every night. maybe this was the reason allah brought her into my life but it hurts so much