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[yvci @222archfiend]

----my healing will come from a place of acceptance. that i lost someone that mattered to me alot, and it hurts.

ill be hurt today, and maybe the next. im not gonna be fine for a while, but i wanna remember you, and be fine anyway. i wanna love you that way, because you did.

[yvci @222archfiend]

good evening to im hoping nobody. i wanted to write to an audience that will never properly know me because i wanna be vulnerable and let this breakup burn thru me.

ive always been one to love, and to commit deeply. i quite literally have a reportoire of relationships going bad-

[yvci @222archfiend]

---i dont want my acceptance part to start on ideals that he did me wrong. because i dont want my cloud of happiness to hinge on a facade that he was a bad person when he was not

i love him. it hurts. i miss him, and i don't think that's gonna go away for a while----

[yvci @222archfiend]

--because i wanna feel this hurt. i dont wanna taint the memories we made by painting him a villain to avoid my feelings.

i wanna love the memories, accept the situation, and live anyway.
he was special to me, and this hurts. but he was a good man, and he loves me so much---

[yvci @222archfiend]

-but this relationship specifically was special 2 me, because the man was special. i don't wanna get into detail about the kind of person he was, but i loved him. and i had a number of great reasons for it.

so i cant help but write,--

[Barack Obama @BarackObama]

Celebrated Valentine's Day with my forever dance partner. Love you, Miche!

[𝒵𝒾𝓀✯ @_Gottalovezik]

when you finally meet a green flag and now the red flag is you:

[Elon Musk @elonmusk]

Whoever said “money can’t buy happiness” really knew what they were talking about 😔

[yvci @222archfiend]

ever tell u different then its a lie

[yvci @222archfiend]

mind ur business, trust me i aint ur biggest problem

[yvci @222archfiend]

get some kleenex, wipe ur nose CAUSE IT AINT THAT DAMN SAD

[yvci @222archfiend]

cant fuck like a grown woman, she cries nd sounds so lewd

[yvci @222archfiend]

you crazy ass bitch

[yvci @222archfiend]

color me jealous CAUSE I FEEL LIKE IM ABOUT TO SHANK A SON OF A BITCH

[yvci @222archfiend]

slr i was smoking a joint

[yvci @222archfiend]

ur so broken its kinda cute

[yvci @222archfiend]

out of it 🤍

[yvci @222archfiend]

sick n tired god

[yvci @222archfiend]

and my biggest regret is that i stayed long enough that i resent u now

[yvci @222archfiend]

i j cant lov like i used 2