B.

ha.a man.

[B. @23Maluti]

@TheySayImMnotho You're so kind. I've already taken the pills ndilindile qha about to get into bed okokgqibela. Just said my goodbyes to my children. I've tried my best, kubhlungu ukuphila hopefully I'll be painless soon.

[B. @23Maluti]

Let me take a bath for the last time ndibemhle okokgqibela.

[B. @23Maluti]

You guys legitimately found green book ID ka Dr Matthew, whoever's responsible for that,help me tu.

[B. @23Maluti]

Ndimane ndikhuza okomntu oxhwilwe iwig etown. ndimangele yile horro movie I am living.

[B. @23Maluti]

The way I cried when I got that email kanti, popayi ndim. shame

[B. @23Maluti]

On this episode of "my life is a joke to home affairs"

I got an email this morning saying all is sorted and I must come through, nam ke ndathi postpone my ending of life pha.

Called the woman who'd emailed me and confirmed my details and what I'd need to bring good and well..

[B. @23Maluti]

Guys, I need assistance. The department of home affairs is burying us alive by withholding ID details. These people sold my identity to an older person who's a foreigner. No matter how much paperwork I fill in, I get no help. There's deep corruption taking place.

[B. @23Maluti]

But she's sorry so my kids will have to eat Lo sorry, today until they decide to act right. I feel incredible regret not executing my original plan. I walked 16km for what should have been an email. Could have dedicated this time to raising funds for the day. I need help suing.

[B. @23Maluti]

Guys if ninalo itesho for this, please DM me. I'm down for whatever help I can get, legal or illegal, my kids need to eat.

[B. @23Maluti]

@ClaysonMonyela hi sir, I'm still unable to DM you, your dm's are closed.

[B. @23Maluti]

@TheySayImMnotho Thank you, you're very kind.

[B. @23Maluti]

I tried twice I hs and tertiary and since I'm writing this tweet it's obvious I failed. But not this time, this time it'll be spectacular.

[🇿🇦gqimm shelele💎 @MaDhlomo_]

That s*icide attempt should’ve never failed. 👍🏾

[B. @23Maluti]

@MaDhlomo_ 😂 earth is ghetto, very bad neighbourhood.

[B. @23Maluti]

I appreciate that a lot, ironically that's what I was doing yesterday when the urge hit to assess the strength of my trees.
Thank you for caring enough, it's always refreshing to see a stranger take their time to engage another regarding this matter enkosi.

[Don_da_GOD @GodDon_]

@23Maluti Before your last 8km trip do this , stand on the ground ( especially soil) , spit on it and talk to your ancestors from both sides ... ask them to help on your journey, be specific and direct and speak from heart then take your trip . Or pray to God and ask for guidance ...

[B. @23Maluti]

@annymates @HomeAffairsSA @StandardBankZA I'm so sorry for your loss and for this terrible experience. It's so dehumanizing and stressful, hope you get help. I'll also forward the details of the first person to resolve my issue so you and fam can get peace.

[B. @23Maluti]

@manzeratti I want to live maar umthetho awuvumi.

[B. @23Maluti]

@GodDon_ I hear you ne, but hear this, 8km to and from the home affairs office is what I walked yesterday because I have zero cents to my name because of home affairs. I'm killing myself before poverty does and I'm doing it right there. Walking my last 8km today, 1 way trip ✨✨

[B. @23Maluti]

Yaz after having the worst panic attack izolo, I tried to calm myself by sitting outside and being with nature and just breathing around my trees. That turned dark fast because I ended up examining which tree can carry my weight when I hang myself with my dogs chain🙃

[B. @23Maluti]

Since I don't have the heart to rob innocent people in the street to make ends me and ndiyahlekwa and hletywa or straight ignored when asking for help, inye indaba and it's very clear. I'll off myself at home affairs office khanye Kwi office ka Nolubabalo Lo bendinyela izolo

[B. @23Maluti]

Funny because I came across a post related to suicide and had the thought ba why, why would I put my family through hell like that, I mean the trauma of finding my dead body, the logistics of moving a body while grieving when there's a 2 in 1 special available.