louieisgone

big emotions run wild

[louieisgone @24_riaz]

Bakit kahit naibigay ko na lahat ng kabaitan at care ko sa mga tao during internship, bakit parang di pa rin ako belong? Like, walang tao na hahanap sa akin if ever man hindi ako nagpakita. Not unless may kailangan sila sa akin...

[louieisgone @24_riaz]

Grabe iba talaga ang suntok ng last yr

[litzy @915bbok]

you deserve this so much felix

[louieisgone @24_riaz]

I can proudly say that I've finished 3rd yr in amidst of falling sanity, toxic environment I can't control and autopiloting throughout the pain of acads and life. It was a tough yr 🥲, it broke me completely but I belive I'm recuperating stronger than ever.

[louieisgone @24_riaz]

To my incredible ma'am Susan,

You had made my day today. Saying I look pretty and shining. Even though I'm amidst my hell week, her smile is what I can remember and I think that it is the best way to end the day 🥰✨️

[louieisgone @24_riaz]

How slayable my makeup is equates to how slayed I was in school🤧🥲😆

[louieisgone @24_riaz]

Pero ayun, at the end, kailangan rin nilang magpaalam and I'm left all alone

[louieisgone @24_riaz]

Rant lang ako kasi 3x na siya nangyari. Well sa 1st time lahat kasi kmi sumama pero wala yung isa at nasa harap dahil may org siyang kabilang. 2nd yr di na siya sumama kming dalawa na lang magkasama pero dahil sa health issues hindi rin ako nakapagenjoy ksi concerned sa kaniya

[louieisgone @24_riaz]

Nakakatawa lang ksi this yr, ako na lang. Gets ko yung isa due to health issues pero wala na talaga yung isa, di na ako nasamahan. Nalulungkot lang ako ksi every yr para akong naliligaw na sisiw na walang makasama

[louieisgone @24_riaz]

Super greatful to the two group circles na kinupkop ako. Im so happy cause for the first time, I had fun without worrying about anything

[louieisgone @24_riaz]

I really understand their position, naiintindihan ko rin naman ksi di naman namin to napag-uusapan. Pero i just want to feel the right to be hurt rn cause I feel that its worth being sad for. Especially when I see everyone with their OG friends

[louieisgone @24_riaz]

Iniisip ko wag na lang pumunta pero required kasi. Naiinis ako, nacoconfuse, gusto ko naman silang intindihin but I'm left with this hole. Nakikita ko yung iba and super akong naiinggit. May mga magjowa everywhere pero wala man lang ako makasama😭

[louieisgone @24_riaz]

Ngl im really jealous with someone that celebrated their debut. Feeling ko kahit anong hiling ko, hindi talaga ito mangyayari sa akin. Honestly, I can lie all I want infront of everyone else but I can't lie to myself. I really want to experience a good birthday again 😢😓

[louieisgone @24_riaz]

I feel like I want to be alone rather than to ever met them

[louieisgone @24_riaz]

Feel ko nawalan nanaman ako ng mga kaibigan...

[louieisgone @24_riaz]

Feeling ko nasayang lang yung nasira kong peace dahil sa pakikipagkaibigan at pagsugal na magtiwala sa kanila.

[louieisgone @24_riaz]

Sira na tyan ko sa kakakape ko😵

[louieisgone @24_riaz]

Yesterday I was on yt to study simplified chem (cause ur girl hates math) and I swear, after the vid, a recommendation pops about dilution equations and anlakas ng kutob ko na lalabas siya sa quiz kahit ala siya sa rereviewhin. Turns out, it really did. Grabe talaga pag nagpray💕

[louieisgone @24_riaz]

Then mabibigla sila a few years later na nagkaroon ako ng intimate wedding tapos ipopost ko sa social media whahahah😆✨️🥰

[louieisgone @24_riaz]

Manofesting that my close friends get married before me. And while I do my school and such, dadalo-dalo lang ako sa weddings nila. Makikikain tas ako lahat makakasambot ng bouquet of flowers nila tas tatanungin nila kung "when ang kasal?"