I was having a conversation with someone and in the middle of that I thought (out loud) that if I met someone just like me, exactly like me, I don't think I'd like that person
And then it dawned on me π₯
I have a very strong fear of becoming a "could have been great" π₯² Literal heart palpitations at the thought of it.
I mean, what if I've peaked and this is it and all that is left is a mediocre life ahead.
Mehn
What they don't tell you about near death experience is the persistent need to validate your existence, that incessant urge to find a greater meaning, fulfill a "destiny", try (and fail to) prove that you deserve the second chance you were given...