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Louise, RN⚕️

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Louise, SN⚕️

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i hate it everytime i go back here… kqsi i know na hindi talaga ok yung isip ko pag nabalik ako dito hays daamiy

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fuck life

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k bangon na ako wala namang mag babago eh hahahaha hays

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IM SUCH A USELESS BRAT WHO ALWAYS NEEDS COMPANY PARA MABUHAY OMYGOSH

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and im just here… crying…. bC I CANT TAKE CARE OF MY SELF

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idk

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help me get out of my bed… should i eat???? what should i do??? should i shower? should i clean? whaaatttt idk

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im having my sowisaydal tots again hahajajjajqjajajajjajajajajsjjajsja

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ang gastos ko grabe hindi na to healthy lol

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wala na akong pera pero grabe utang pa rin ako nang utang sa mga paylater na yan para lang masabing masave ko yung mental health ko lol

haha kakaiyakkk di naman nakakatulong sa mental health to eh nagbabawas lang ako ng pera imbis na mag ipon nang mag ipon

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MY MIND IS ALL OVER THE PLACE AND THE WORSE IS IM ALONEEEEEE AHHHHHHHH i need distractions 💔💔💔

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💔💔💔 IM TOO SAD AHHHHHHH

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no comforting words are received… but yea masasanay ka na lang talaga wahhahahahaha

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💔 ig you don’t get it

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so should i consult a psychiatrist??? to at least stabilize my mood? 🥲 idk… natatakot ako na mag depend ako masyado sa medications

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ayoko naman gumastos ulit kasi hindi ko talaga tanda lahat, i forgot all about it already but the trauma is still there

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but if i undergo a psych assessment, i would just space out… kasi i would not be able to answer their questions bahahaha bc i can’t remember

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pero di ko pa rin nasulit kasi limot ko lahat ng sanang sasabihin ko lol

ililista ko na nga

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lahat ng tanong niya, alam kong bpd questions yun… hahshshshshshs i know bpd more than myself 🥹

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it’s my brain… it’s not meeeeee 😭

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like her questions… LALO na nung tinanong niya ako kung gaano katagal bago naend yung una… 🥲 i’m so fucking guilty but what the fuck, it’s my brain 😔