how do you tell someone "i'm not ignoring you i'm just disconnected from reality right now and the days are all blurred together and i feel completely apathetic towards everyone/everything around me so it's really hard for me to maintain a conversation" without saying that
it's really sad how being a closeted trans person just completely blocks you from any form of self expression irl
what's the point in trying anything when I'm literally prohibited from being myself
She bought me a fleshlight that i may never ever actually use, just to make me uselessly plap it against my cage for Her amusement 😖💕 it looks like it would feel so fucking good,,,,
She's so cruel 💕💕💕
puppygirl that got permalocked a few weeks ago.
it was pretty manageable, but now she’s gone into heat.
the poor thing is so pent up and desperate that she’s humping everything in sight to no avail.
it’s not helping that her owner is dressing really provocatively lately…
high functioning depression is scary as hell because you're very capable of hiding emotions, feelings and thoughts, so no one knows you're not okay and even if you say something no one realises the severity, because you don't seem like someone who is mentally spiralling out of control
Alright, puppy. Bedtime. I know it was a rough week, we all have ‘em. But you made it. You did good on your own. Proud of you, puppy. We start again tomorrow, but for now, come get tucked up in my arms and close those tired eyes. That’s where I know you’re happiest.