@LiaSheeha tysm for all the advice, i am going to keep a notebook with me to scribble down my thoughts and other emotions/anythign that comes up so i cna discuss it with somebody when i have the chance to
went to a new psych
erm they said that I'm not actually schizophrenic but have some borderline personality disorder traits but not enough to be diagnosed and also I might be autistic and really good at masking it (accidently)
@LiaSheeha it's so rough especially like being on the verge of being diagnosed but not enough so it's like "you have these negative traits that effect your life but not enough to warrant help"??? Im not saying I have it the worst by any means but like what do I do???