Dating someone with high emotional intelligence is not easy.
They notice patterns, inconsistencies, and emotional shifts. You canβt manipulate them, play the victim, or hide behind silence. They expect honesty, accountability, and growth. Repeated apologies without real change are not enough.
It's selfish to enter someone's life, see that they're a loving, cheerful, and good person, and decide to ruin their present because you haven't dealt with your own issues. Leave people alone if you have no intention of showing up with sincerity.
I wish you knew how hard it was for me not to text you, when I want to talk to you so badly. Do you know how hard it is to stay busy enough so I donβt think of you?
Do you even know how hard it is for me not to tell you βI love youβ Even though I do ? I love you more than you deserve. I am sorry if I care too much. Iβm sorry for telling you my point less drama when you donβt care.
Do you know how bad I wish you wanted me in your life the way I want you in mine β€οΈ
Having no contact with the person you're still in love with, who, at one point in time, sent you texts that would make your heart melt. And now, you can only love them in silence from a distance, slowly being forced to close a chapter you never wanted to end. It feels like carrying the weight of unsaid words and unfulfilled dreams, as memories become your only companions. You replay those moments, knowing they'll never come back, yet clinging to them because letting go feels like losing a part of yourself.