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: death is always a blessing whether or not you believe it
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i need someone to need me as much as i need them

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fantasising about dying is becoming the new norm for me

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this is going to be my thirteenth reason why.

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i wish i looked as sick as i feel

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eating ~800cal a day and not losing weight because i'm just bedrotting is the worst

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someone please kill me. rape my body or tear each limb off after. i'm just so exhausted.

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used to cut once a month then started smoking instead. put that down and started to regularly od on painkillers. somehow developed bulimia. now i'm better. smoke, cut, shop till i die.

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having absolutely no reason to live anymore except for my cat and spending money. please dont tell me you think me collecting stuff is a waste.. i'll really be sad :((

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some parents have a kid for them to achieve what they couldn't, my mom had me so that she doesn't have to have an ed alone 💤

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getting food just to throw it away always makes me feel so guilty for wasting it but sometimes i really just need to :cc

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i wish i could die in my sleep if i prayed hard enough for it T^T every other method genuinely sounds like too much work

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im scared to put pressure when i cut on my neck :(( i js want styros but i end up with cat scratches 🥀

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i think i got small styros but they healed so quickly?? i dont even know if it was actually just cat scratches. reminds me of cutting on palms; they healed super quick too despite me cutting over and over in the same spot

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i hate being hungry even after i've eaten more than enough. eating cotton, binge eating, biting fucking cardboard isnt working. im starting to bite my arms just to cope. there has to be a solution other than death.
#edtwt

[𓊆ྀིmiffy of edtwt𓊇ྀི @edmiffy_24]

joined twt for porn and now im starving myself #edtwt

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will hunger ever end? #edtwtㅤ
#shtwt

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@snifprogamer yeah. lol