@mooncatvivi I just end up frustrating anyone that gets actually intimate with me. And I ended up doing that with the only one I was actually honest with. I'm simply a lost case in that aspect
Jeez,guess I'm eazy to manipulate huh? Sure I'm not mad. I don't have any right to even be. Oh sorrow and dread, my only true companions in this cold world my beloved lovers
that's how it starts to crumble, it was good while it lasted. But at least I see our sins. I finally shall see how my own odyssey will truly begin.And I Will Water You With Every drop of Blood I Have
Funny, it wasn't for the fire, but only it's temporary comfort, I should have listened to myself. But he made me still believe in Hope. And i Hope that I have made some good for them in my short Live.