Tor 🐢

wanna be ortho • sw:289lbs • cw: 216lbs • lw:152lbs • gw:140lbs • 5’6” • 28y/o

[𝓪𝓷𝓰𝓮𝓵˚𝜗𝜚˚⋆ @my_sweet_space]

why did i let myself get so fucking FAT 💔

[Tor 🐢 @300tomia]

I have been doing maintenance and working out more. I gained 2lbs this week.

[Tor 🐢 @300tomia]

I haven’t done a fast in probably 2 years. Idk how I use to go 3 days.

[Tor 🐢 @300tomia]

I can’t get myself to do anything but lay around and let my depression take over

[Tor 🐢 @300tomia]

Calisthenics is not for the weak. I did a 30 min workout video Monday afternoon and haven’t fully recovered yet.

[Tor 🐢 @300tomia]

Trying to do beginner calisthenics is kicking my ass holy fuck.

[Tor 🐢 @300tomia]

Decent start to the day. 30 min of dance. Trying to get back into it

[Tor 🐢 @300tomia]

My sister in law said she has lost 22lbs in 3 weeks. It triggered something so deep inside me. I need to lock in

[Tor 🐢 @300tomia]

Photos from my LW makes me want to throw myself down a flight of stairs. How did I fuck up so bad?! I’m 60lbs up from this point

[Tor 🐢 @300tomia]

I want to be fitness obsessed but I’m lazy af

[Tor 🐢 @300tomia]

I’m so sick I can barely eat, and my bf got into a bad wreck and fractured a vertebrae and I have to take care of him while going to school full time. I haven’t gotten myself to eat a full meal in 4 days.
Maybe a total of 1500 cals the past 4 days. Honeymoon might be back.

[Tor 🐢 @300tomia]

Looking through my weight loss photos and it’s triggering me but not enough. I need to fast for a week 😭

[Tor 🐢 @300tomia]

Getting my purging but not bingeing under control has made me feel revolting

[Tor 🐢 @300tomia]

I got into a road rage fight that went back and forth for 30 min, and almost rear ended two different people today. (wasn’t even the guy I was road raging with) - i don’t have anywhere else to post and I have no one two talk too lol

[Tor 🐢 @300tomia]

Haven’t gained much more weight but I feel revolting every day. The scale is lying, I can’t be 193lbs when I look like 300lbs. Why can’t I get myself to lock in.

[Tor 🐢 @300tomia]

I’m so weak and heavy right now. I don’t even want to know my muscle to fat ratio. 190lbs. I feel so disgusted I gained so much weight.

[Tor 🐢 @300tomia]

I’m so weak and heavy right now. I don’t even want to know my muscle to fat ratio. 190lbs. I feel so disgusted I gained so much weight.

[Tor 🐢 @300tomia]

Just wish I lived in Florida

[Tor 🐢 @300tomia]

Seeing someone you haven’t seen in a while and they give you the full up and down body look before saying you look great