just lowkey thought of something… i really want to lose weight so i searched up “low calorie meals” on google and it says porridge I LOVE PORRIDGE and i searched it up and it said only eating one bowl of porridge a day would make you lose like 3-5 pounds a week. lowkey doing it
this deadass happened to me like not even five minutes ago
“are you okay?”
“yes why”
“reposts”
GETTTTT OUTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD I PROMISE YOU I AM FINE STOP ASKING SOME BULLSHIITTTTT i appreciate that you care about me but ummm yah
tissue 😭😭😭 i’m so fucking sorry kitty but like she can’t know i relapsed. i thought my mom was asleep bruh i might be cooked… but it did sound like she believed me so idkkkdkd
guys i’m genuinely cooked basically i got some tissue before relapsing (so i could clean up the blood) and i did it in the living room cuz i share a room with my sister (hate ts) and everyone was asleep… after 20mins i just come back to my bedroom went past
my parents room and my mom was still awake. she asked what i was doing. i just said i was with the cat (cuz she was sleeping in the living) but then she asked “why did you get tissue?” so i had to lie and said the cat pissed on the floor so i got it up with
ending my life sometimes as well, and it’s just so much stuff in my head and like… am i getting better or not? i feel better, but then i feel sad, and then i cut. what the fuck
anyways thanks for reading gng
vent kinda
also maybe tw sh mentioned
so i’m lowkey confused. i have no idea how i’m gonna explain this shit but like i haven’t been to school in like 3 months, because of my mental health — february 13th i had to stay overnight at the hospital because i self harmed at school
i’m not, i still cut myself for absolutely no reason (although i don’t do it everyday anymore) and at night i feel sad and hopeless. when it’s day, i feel happy and better and then on random days i just think it’s all worthless and it genuinely confuses me. i have thoughts of