and im typing this as i try to hold back tears while listening to aespa's supernova haha, if anyone actually sees me in this state, they'll think im crazy lol
grief is really hard to deal with. I was just watching some videos on home to trim eyebrows and now I have to hold back from crying because I remember I used to trim my papa's eyebrow...
I genuinely just wanna have the liberty to sleep early again because I don't have to "catch up" with "myself"... I don't wanna wake up to a mad face despite them being aware I have little to no sleep because of work...
"tingnan mo sa ibang agency kinakaya nila"
bruh. they are handling one project at a time with dedicated staff for editing, scriptwriting, and someone with a creative direction. I have to handle it all and receive tasks even if I'm still handling previously delegated avp projects
someone has been chatting me na hindi na umuuwi ng uyugan, tanungin mo rin kaya kung umuuwi pa ba akong boarding ๐ parang vacation house nalang siya tas bahay ko office x(