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everything is art nothing is real

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君に愛されて痛かった

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Yknow honestly, I don’t think I’m really that crazy, like the only times where I’ve acted crazy was because I was being abused, and I think that it’s was probably normal, I never thought of it that way before

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Even if this gets read, nothing will change, I’ll only get yelled at

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im tired of having to be the victim all the time I don’t want to be saved anymore, but I can never choose to save myself I’m fucked

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my victim of abuse behavior keeps showing up and it’s so embarrassing

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I’ve always changed myself for other people, but I’ve never even realized until after I left them how I changed, I don’t even know how I’ve changed this time

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I got to meet new people and make friends, it was really great, it made me feel human again, not whatever I was living as before

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I know that im always doing something wrong, even trying to do better changes nothing, im never going to be able to change am i

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I don’t know what to do, it’s so terrifying to live

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im always an object im never a person

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I’m gonna kill myself

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life is beautiful

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I need to lose enough weight that my boobs will go away they’ve gotten smaller but god I just wanna wear a shirt and have it look flat enough to pass god fuck god god

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