me after i was close to recovering, genuinely tried gaining weight, and being healthy then a girl skinnier than me looked at my plate while i was eating and said "are u bulking " with a disgusted look on her face
one year ago i saw this mitski quote in a video, and since then, though I don't like how i look, I started taking pictures of myself, and taking pictures to everything, like, i don't post it, but i have it there, for my future me, and that makes me happy somehow.