bailey ✧.*

venttwt ~ edtwt ~ pro recovery ~ sometimes nsfw ~

[bailey ✧.* @3MPTY1NS1D3]

hi !! i’m bailey :) they/them. i’m not new but i made a new account

✧ 18 years old
✧ edtwt / venttwt / shtwt (but not as much)
✧ basic dni criteria and if ur not in any of the same subtwts!

♡ / ↺ to be moots, dms are always open !! ✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*

[bailey ✧.* @3MPTY1NS1D3]

it’s my birthday in 3 weeks i’m gonna ask my mum to get me a gym membership ❤️

[bailey ✧.* @3MPTY1NS1D3]

i think going clubbing pretty much every week might be the main cause of my weightloss coz i won’t eat for 24 hours before so i can get drunk off of 2 drinks and then spend hours dancing 😭

[bailey ✧.* @3MPTY1NS1D3]

the way in which less than 2 weeks after this happened i started hating his guts for little to no reason

[bailey ✧.* @3MPTY1NS1D3]

sorry u had to witness me crying and screaming in the street at 5am coz u spoke to another girl do u still want to fuck me

[bailey ✧.* @3MPTY1NS1D3]

the guy i slept with last night fucjing pissed the bed with me in it.

[bailey ✧.* @3MPTY1NS1D3]

the guy i’ve been fucking has been accused of being a pedo 😃

[bailey ✧.* @3MPTY1NS1D3]

told my dad about my ed

[bailey ✧.* @3MPTY1NS1D3]

i wanna message him coz i haven’t spoken to him in like 3 fucking days but i’m scared he hates me

[bailey ✧.* @3MPTY1NS1D3]

turns out he’s just staying at his family’s house and turned off his location for their privacy so all that stress was for nothing 💀

[bailey ✧.* @3MPTY1NS1D3]

sorry u had to witness me crying and screaming in the street at 5am coz u spoke to another girl do u still want to fuck me

[bailey ✧.* @3MPTY1NS1D3]

yes i only wanted to kms coz i saw him talking to another girl and as soon as he called me and said he went home alone i was fine but fucking come on that caught even me off guard

[bailey ✧.* @3MPTY1NS1D3]

thinking about how i was saying i was gonna kms and he called me to check i was okay and then 2 minutes later after i said i was fine was saying how i should have gone home with him from the club 😭

[bailey ✧.* @3MPTY1NS1D3]

like it’s not exactly the right moment to say u want to fuck me 💀

[bailey ✧.* @3MPTY1NS1D3]

thinking about how i was saying i was gonna kms and he called me to check i was okay and then 2 minutes later after i said i was fine was saying how i should have gone home with him from the club 😭

[bailey ✧.* @3MPTY1NS1D3]

he messes with my head so bad

[bailey ✧.* @3MPTY1NS1D3]

just going to kill myself im not dealing with this anymore

[bailey ✧.* @3MPTY1NS1D3]

relapsing into my ed again i fucking can’t be bothered with this anymore what’s the point in trying to recover

[bailey ✧.* @3MPTY1NS1D3]

if he doesn’t go active on snapchat soon im actually going to kill myself he hasn’t been active since 1am last night and it’s now 9pm

[bailey ✧.* @3MPTY1NS1D3]

i got payed friday and only have £10 left i need to stop drinking alcohol

[bailey ✧.* @3MPTY1NS1D3]

‘if i saw it then im sure other people have too’ you’re the only one on that private story king

[bailey ✧.* @3MPTY1NS1D3]

i walked home sobbing and screaming on my own from the club at 5am last night coz there was a girl trying to get with him and i was convinced he was going to fuck her and then he called me an hour later saying he was alone and i was perfectly fine after that and went to sleep

[bailey ✧.* @3MPTY1NS1D3]

he asked me if i wanna hang out tomorrow??