a bit of a follow up
should've posted that stuff on my priv account but whatever
everything is fine now
I'm currently in the process of healing, and my girlfriend wishes my recovery
thanks for listening, ig
@pineconepizzas iirc I remember seeing a person on zeal's side who's banner was just ren defenders
kinda sad if you ask me
making your whole profile be based on taking sides of a situation
idk man
i don't see anyone else talking about the other victims of Zeal
Ren is just the punching bag...
yeah guys let's make fun of an SA victim and pressure her not to speak out
yeah guys let's defend our favorite developer, Zeal
because we have nothing do with our lives than attack the person who spoke out
blocking every Zeal defender I see
I have horrible coping mechanisms, and what you just experienced was my worse.
resentment is terrible.
guilt is horrible.
I actively speak against referring to people's past
and I've broken when I speak against
all of the tweets have been deleted
I'm sick of revisiting this over and over again, it just tears me apart from the inside
I'm sorry for anyone who had to read that shit
my mental health has gotten completely unstable due to that relationship I had with her that she actively denies
not just that, a few days after we broke up she goes with another girl?
I'm saying this publicly because I want to give an update on myself
Thanks for listening.
I was personally used as a joy for her own pleasure
she never replied to my texts, only during midnight we'd call
there's some of you guys who actually still follow her
her name was Helena.
I have no association with her, I stopped talking to her since March
Alright guys. Just as I promised.
I collected these guys like Pokemon.
Let me introduce you to…
The Wall Of Fame.
This is total number of Ren Defenders whom have blocked me.
20.
20 OF EM.
That’s just- crazy.
Buuuut…..You know what this means :3
My new profile banner!
The canon event for every new VTuber 😭🖤
VTuber: “Hi, I’m a new upcoming VTuber, nice to meet you!”
Viewer: “I would love to be friends!”
VTuber: “Sure!”
Viewer 2 minutes later:
“My dad never loved me, I cannot afford rent, all my friends hate me, and I am spiraling.”
VTuber:
“…oh”
Please remember creators are people, not emergency therapists 😭