⋆˚࿔24hrsofChi˚⋆

read my life

[⋆˚࿔24hrsofChi˚⋆ @3verythingnic3]

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[⋆˚࿔24hrsofChi˚⋆ @3verythingnic3]

fuck my life

[⋆˚࿔24hrsofChi˚⋆ @3verythingnic3]

id kill to be ariana skinny

[⋆˚࿔24hrsofChi˚⋆ @3verythingnic3]

oh i am fucked i just spit out the bread i was chewing bcs i saw a fat girl on my tt fyp how did i reach edtt and fatspott fucking hell am i fucking relapsing

[⋆˚࿔24hrsofChi˚⋆ @3verythingnic3]

i like you but my body isn't ready

[(˃̣̣̥ᯅ˂̣̣̥) @stimabuse]

being disordered in the 90s probs sucked cause u couldn't scroll edrtwt

[⋆˚࿔24hrsofChi˚⋆ @3verythingnic3]

my therapist is disturbed w my stories i can feel it in her voice lol

[⋆˚࿔24hrsofChi˚⋆ @3verythingnic3]

knowing that I'll end my life gives me sm comfort

[⋆˚࿔24hrsofChi˚⋆ @3verythingnic3]

ive been in therapy and meds and life may seem better for me but i will still kms there's no way im gonna let a lil bit of sunshine stop me from getting my peace

[⋆˚࿔24hrsofChi˚⋆ @3verythingnic3]

for normal ppl SaSu may seem like the most evil thing in the planet but for ppl like me it's def vv helpful bcs even without it we're gonna end our lives but w SaSu it helps us do it more peaceful

[⋆˚࿔24hrsofChi˚⋆ @3verythingnic3]

i tried to od, hang, cut and i js couldn't get the right technique but hanging seems peaceful to me now that i know how to do it right.

[⋆˚࿔24hrsofChi˚⋆ @3verythingnic3]

non suicidal ppl will never know how much energy it takes to commit bcs what do u mean ive been planning and searching for the best method for yrs

[⋆˚࿔24hrsofChi˚⋆ @3verythingnic3]

got rejected from sanctioned suicide LMFQOOOO pls 😭

[⋆˚࿔24hrsofChi˚⋆ @3verythingnic3]

i wanna fall in love again

[⋆˚࿔24hrsofChi˚⋆ @3verythingnic3]

i genuinely hope i die in my sleep bcs my brain won't stop hurting me

[⋆˚࿔24hrsofChi˚⋆ @3verythingnic3]

oh hell nah i aint living for another yr

[⋆˚࿔24hrsofChi˚⋆ @3verythingnic3]

kirk me

[⋆˚࿔24hrsofChi˚⋆ @3verythingnic3]

what could u possibly be doing on reddit for 3 and a half hours? totally not searching for suicide methods.

i was asleep for 7 hrs as well!

[⋆˚࿔24hrsofChi˚⋆ @3verythingnic3]

i need to muster up all my strength to kms vv soon

[⋆˚࿔24hrsofChi˚⋆ @3verythingnic3]

i dont wanna get better if it's not w u anymore

[⋆˚࿔24hrsofChi˚⋆ @3verythingnic3]

my brain is ruining my life