4Ø4meal 💤

silly ramblings of a dysfunctional neko. personal & espresso depresso shit gets posted here | alt of @kawaiioathmeal

[4Ø4meal 💤 @404meal]

lonely. 🖤

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Mega let down but it's my own fault. :3

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I wish I could go back in time to unmeet some people lol.

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Dude I just wanna have fun and feel like I'm not being stalked anymore. I stopped being as active on everything because I know a certain someone has stalked and watched every little thing I do. It's been this way for years..

[4Ø4meal 💤 @404meal]

I hope death is like a full-body orgasm. I wanna melt into existence and just fuckkkkkkkkkk

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Nothing to complain about lately other than my drinking habits, but we're working on that; After my birthday week anyway.

Birthday is tomorrow & FUCK IT WE BALL!

[4Ø4meal 💤 @404meal]

i just want someone to lean on again.

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i love and want the best for you, and love to see you thrive, but at the same time I hate not being apart of it.

i miss the calls, man.

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i just miss the connection..

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dude i'll never connect well with people. hah.

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jokes aside, i'm in a good place. I'm surrounded by good people & i'm happy. fuck anyone who tries to mess with that. that's it. 2025 is meant to be a good year.

[4Ø4meal 💤 @404meal]

i win, you lose. 🥰

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i win, you lose. 🥰

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As much as it sucks, honestly I'm probably right where I belong.

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Reading old messages and my heart is aching. Just fuckk.

[4Ø4meal 💤 @404meal]

It makes me wonder how things would be today if I just continued to bite my tongue and put up with all the bullshit like I used to.

Yeah, I'd probably still be miserable but maybe I wouldn't feel so alone.

[4Ø4meal 💤 @404meal]

I'm once again at my fucking limit. Family is usually what makes things better, but it's the cause for all the stress I'm feeling right now.

Yee-fuckin'-haw gamer. 🤠